Love Is A Mistake

Sometimes I wish I hadn't fallen in love with you ,

My life would have been cheerful free of blues ,

I can't get you out of my mind whatever I do ,

Why did you reject me without giving me a clue ,

Now I live my life as if suffering from constant flu ,

The famous philosopher's words seem so true ,

I see shattering of all my endearing dreams I drew ,

Now that I am all alone I play my own ship's crew ,

I wish my feelings could escape as a pigeon from cage  flew ,

Lingering with hope that there'd be a love potion that i could brew ,

Sadness has fallen in my palms in happiness's lieu ,

I hope I survive with my old feelings in world so new.

River

My life is like a river , taking up journey of miles .

Looking for ocean of love , filled with thousand smiles .

Crossing dams of destruction on my way to calm ,

Bursting with energy at my origin as napalm .

At banks of my sorrows showing so much restrain ,

Through life’s mountains , valleys , plateaus and plains .

Softening the hardships of life as river does to piled stones .

Taking joys of life from tributaries as life lasting loans .

New dreams & desires bubble up like feisty fishes .

I’ll stop flowing only when my life ceases .

With tears in my eyes i pass the people standing by ,

Only with a hope with hope to return as rain from sky .

Rain

Your love was an incessant rain,

Which came & washed away all my pain.

Now that you have left, I stand drenched in an empty lane.

Now the rain brings me sorrow,

With no hope of a bright sunny tomorrow,

Why Oh why did you treat my heart like a thing to borrow.

Now the thunderous clouds awaken me.

From the beautiful dreams of yours that i see.

Every drop of rain carrying God's plea.

The smell of wet soil so sweet, but nothing as you,

My tears lost in drizzle but no one having a clue,

How could you reject me when my love for you was so true.

The water on my skin make me feel so fresh,

The way you walked with umbrella in your hand had me impressed,

Your loss from my life has left me depressed.

The sound of splash of rain on my window shield,

I shouted my love for you but you ignored my plead,

The only thing I can think, how my life's gonna lead.

Now that the rain has stopped, & my heart has its soul robbed.

I stand beneath the rich mighty tree,

Waiting for the water from leaves to fall with glee.

Giving me a chance to propose you once again on my knee.  

Desolate Beach

Sand gravels slipping through my toes as i walk alone beach ,

thinking about all lessons that my pursuits of my love teach ,

it doesn’t matter how much i try ,the wall u have built i still can’t breach.

Its not my fault that you don’t love me ,

Or may be it is that i decided to conquer the unending sea ,

Left bereft with my heart crying out a plea .

Cold breezes brushes my hair ( whatever is left of them) ,

Palm trees sprout out on the shore at random,

Wishing joy follows my sorrows in tandem .

I walk towards the blue sea hoping for some comfort ,

Even fishes nibbling at my feet , keeping me alert ,

Never thought your decision would be like rivers whose direction we can’t revert .

the calm in ocean giving warning of impending storm ,

your one decision forcing me to transform ,

still struggling in strange scenario to conform .

My Desert Heart

My heart feels like a lonely desert,
To fill the empty place you have left requires a lot of effort,
its like walking barefoot on the cold sand,
gliding across aimlessly on the barren land,
nothing to keep me company except the dunes,
somewhere far away a villages sings melancholy tunes .
as i look at d moon, i see your reflection,
filling my heart with intense heightened passion.
My desolate life yearns for love's rain.
To give me relief from my intense pain.

One Wintry Night

As I stood down in the beautiful valley ,

On a wintry night with wind so jolly .

I saw a dancing light on a hill ,

With immense hope it made my heart fill .

I wondered from where that calm candescent came,

Moving like a stealthy cat ever so tame

Was it a group of fire flies moving in a dark castle,

Or a lantern carrying distressed damsel .

Was it a mother cooking on fire burning bright ,

Waiting for her son to return for a bite.

Was it a signal of despair by a lost hunter,

Out of his comfortable bed to vanquish his hunger.

Was it a reflection of moon catching me by surprise,

Or a rogue firecracker a child got in prize.

Or was it just play of wind,

That made my eyes see such a thing.

Whatever it was , it filled my heart ,

Raised a hope we'll never be apart.

That you have sent a message through angel's hand,

You'll never be lost like beaches line by sand.